feelin a bit defeated cos itslike im coming back to life but i stil share half my shit w my ex …………..i have learned the dangers of letting someone into eeeevery single corner of ur life thats for sure. there was a couple of times while i was doing it that i thought ‘will these things ever be just mine again?what will this look like without him now that i have done this’ etc and its really quite fulfilling to see the reality of those thoughts play out and learn that life goes on . but thoughts can be very haunting and there is deffo a ghost in my head and heart :^/ i was going to add in something positive here but i dont truly believe it so i think its better unsaid. ill feel better soon.
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